My First Love

Element: Water Loving him was like floating in the ocean without a care in the world while the waves slowly pull you into deep waters

I couldn't find any of the letters I had with Simon, so I wrote this paragraph to showcase my current feelings for him, 5 years later.
Dear Simon,
You were my first love. That love I swore we would get married and have kids, but now, I don't even know if it was love because everything was a fantasy, an animated movie in my head. Now, I know you were a jerk, conceited. You deceived me, lied to me, and treated me like a silly, pretty little girl without a personality, or maybe you didn't want to get to know my real personality because everything revolved around you. When I grew up a little and you started to get to know me, that I'm a bit crazy and love to party, your image of me as a princess was shattered, and you left me for the person you swore was just your friend. Still, I had a great time loving you so thank you. 
Bisous and goodbye forever.
France winning the worldcup. "Allez les bleus" from your favorite colombian fan.- Medellin, July 2018
France winning the worldcup. "Allez les bleus" from your favorite colombian fan.- Medellin, July 2018
The street "Rue de Martyrs" in Paris, where Simon said we would live when we got married - Taken June 2019
The street "Rue de Martyrs" in Paris, where Simon said we would live when we got married - Taken June 2019
I started learning french because of him- Certificate from August 2020
I started learning french because of him- Certificate from August 2020
Simon took this photo of me the last night we were ever together. He said thats the image he wanted to remember of me.- June 2019
Simon took this photo of me the last night we were ever together. He said thats the image he wanted to remember of me.- June 2019

The playlist I made when we were in love. I do love that genre so I've continued to listen and add songs to it throughout the years.

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